I have a dream....

Its seems that I have had a lot to deal with this year well since 2010 it all started. This year I made the choice to leave my job, the tendinitis and carpal tunnel got to be too much for me. The pain I would get was excruciating at work I would take a lot more pain medication then I wanted to take. By the time I would get home my fingers were so swollen they couldn't move. Now that I am not working I feel better, I ma still in pain but since I am home I chose when or how much work I do. Therefor this blog is my form of therapy granted I may type at times with only one finger but I am trying. I also use this as way to stay busy and keep my mind from going back down into a depression state. So far this new path in my life going well, I have a new doctor and I am getting the help I need. I have to admit I have been trying to find new things to do in life, I miss working. But I know I am doing the right thing for myself, I will let you in on a little secret. I have been doing a lot more writing then before I doing short stories, luckily I have a good imagination. Your probably wondering how I do this with my issues, the thing I figured is I go in my own pace so I write A little then rest sometimes when I force myself to write a lot I rest for a few days. Hence even on this blog notice I try to write everyday but I can not I need to rest or my nerves and tendons complain loudly and painfully. Don't get me wrong I still have my dream of singing but I have come to realize like I said before I am not no super model. If a chance comes up for me to sing or act or even do voice overs believe you me I will be there with big loud bells on. But for now I will be writing you never know if I ever get to finish a story maybe someone will like it and make a movie out of it. Still the whole thing about me writing this is to just tell you no matter what see the positive out come or better yet find another talent you have and explore it. Not every person has the same talent just different, just find a way to make it happen. As for me I will keep writing and keep imagining because I know someday it will all land in the right place.