Not Fair...

So as people know I used to work for a bank, that's where I unfortunately had gotten hurt. I was working for Bank of the West for 2006 and frankly I was sure I could go up in rank you think that actually happened? NO!! When I first started I was in Los Angeles California and I loved it I knew I would be able to grow in the business. But did it happen .. NO!! I did all I had to do and even more just to prove that I deserved the chance to be more within the bank. I learned things that assistant managers and managers only did. When I first got transferred to Albuquerque I was very excited and glad, thinking that I would be able to grow as a banker. I was sadly mistaken!! I got here and a few months after, everyone else left, which left me and the CSM (Customer service manager) the manager and ME. We were like that for a while before we got more people to work. Which meant I learned more then just CSR work. So lets flash forward to when I got hurt, we had just gotten a new manager, I tried giving him a chance but the man was self absorbed. At first he was alright but then he started saying things about everyone even me. He would make comments about going on diets he actually was planning on putting the whole branch on a diet he was going to the point of asking us all what we were eating. I thought that was bad so I complained did HR do anything NOOOO! Then other stuff happen but we shall skip that and go to the part where he never learned the computer programs. WHY? You ask? Well because he had ME do it every time he had to work on the weekend as only supervisor. I thought ok maybe this will help me get a raise or a better position. To make a story short my right arm and wrist got messed up I told him he LAUGHED! Me in pain he laughs. Then he gets a promotion and me what do I get DISABILITY!! I get tendinitis and carpal tunnel, so now I lost my job because I could keep up with out getting swollen or having permanent pain. So after that I get another manager and she helps me get help for my arm, which I thank you deeply, for with out her I would be worse then I am today. Then the final straw hits when I find out a few months ago that that other manager (the jerk) got another raise. How is that for fair? A person works her a$$ off and all she gets is tendinitis and carpal tunnel. This just taught me one thing... do your own work and don't help others even if they say they will help you get farther in your career, because in short they only think of themselves. Sadly people are selfish and I for one will be more cautious on whom I trust.

My opinion on Twilight movie n book series...

So I got into a discussion with an old friend about the movie and book series Twilight. We were talking about movies and he mentioned he didn't like Twilight, well it got me thinking, I know when people think of vampires they don't think love or sexiness or anything positive. They usually think of blood and death and random human eating animals. But in my opinion Twilight was a real good book and the movies were just as good, although I did expect more from two of the movies but I am hoping that this last one has all the fun stuff that the book had, if not it may not make much sense. So I am hoping that the last installment of Twilight has all the goods. I have to admit this is not much of a guy movie but it sure is a girly movie. The only thing is that in the book it was more vivid then the movie. How can a book be more vivid, well it is, when its well written. If you don't know what Twilight is it a book and movie series about a young woman that moves from Arizona to Washington State to live with her estranged father. She starts going to this school where she meets different type of people especially a small family called the Cullens. Stuff happen bet then she ends up falling in love with Edward Cullen. Her best but whom I think is in love with her doesn't really like her choice in men. Then stuff happens and she finds out Edward is a vampire then later on in the series her best bud Jake is a werewolf as you can see it ends up being a weird kind of love triangle. Maybe its just because I am a girl or I just love the idea of love but I like this series. I would recommend it to anyone and everyone.

Starting a new......

So I am getting a new doctor tomorrow and I am kinda weird-ed out. Not that I am in bad condition but I just don't want him to tell me what the other Doctors said which is 'it takes time' or that I am at maximum rehabilitation. I refuse to be told that I wont get better, I have too. I also don't like going to doctors because when they take one look at me the ASSUME I have all these bad issues when I don't. They don't even bother to check they just say ' Ahh your fat therefore your diabetic and/or have high blood pressure'. Hello!!! Last time a doctor did that I almost died, and they swore it was normal for me to feel all week and sleep all the time without mentioning dizzy and out of sorts, with all the crappy ass meds they gave me. Since then I stand my grown. People I AM FAT but I am NOT SICK!!! Geez you would think a doctor would think a little more then assuming right? They went to school long enough to know that not all bodies are the same. God made us all different for a reason, we would be bored as heck if we were all the same. Don't tell me you don't agree, cuz I know I am right!! Wish me Luck!!!