Karma hits back in many ways....

Karma always comes back into many different ways, it can come back in our children, it can also come back on its own which as a vengeful reminder of what we did in the past. Now with that said I am and going to tell you a story of my Niece, who once tortured me with that blushing dinosaur named Barney.  You may think why would Barney be torture let me tell you, on one summer day I am was asked to babysit. I was glad to babysit at first; when I got to my aunts house everything was fine, then my niece asked if she could watch Barney it was perfectly fine with me. When Barney finished I was set to play a game with her or coloring anything. Then she opens my aunts cabinet it was full of Barney, she pulls out another video and watch it she then proceeds to watch Barney again, and again. Since I was left with instructions to let her do what she wishes, I spent an entire day watching Barney the purple dinosaur. I have never forgotten this, now my Niece is in her 20's and has two children of her own, the story of karma is as follows, her daughter is driving my niece crazy watching Dora the Explorer. I should feel sorry for her but at least now she understands what I went through with the Barney. I am not saying that my niece was a horror as a child she's had her issues and I warned her that eventually  her children will most likely be exactly like her. I didn't use it as a curse but the older I got the more I learned that children take after their parents not all of them are like their parents but some, others take after whom they've been raised by, who they see as parents, so on and so forth. But in my nieces case he she was raised by her grandparents and she still was a little brat now she knows what we all went through with her. Of course my niece is also still learning to be a mom but hey with all the bumps and bruises she will get there, no one really knows how to be a mom until you get there, whether it be your own child, or if your raising  nieces and nephews even foster children, as soon as you have a child in your care you become a parent. Believe me it is an easy but it's worth it. Until the next time.

Its been a while....

     It has been a while since I last wrote, I believe it was before my birthday in August. So let me start with telling you what I first did for my birthday, I decided to try something new, I went to a racetrack to watch horses run, it was interesting and good family time. After that in September I tried to help at my boys school, its a bit difficult since I have been hurting alot lately, but it does not stop me I still go and do what I can. One thing I did help with that was fun was go to the fair as a chaperon. My boy actually enjoys when I go to school I thought that the older he got the more he wouldn't want to be seen with me so far that is not the case, and I hope that doesn't ever change.
       Sadly to say my doctor still doesn't know what is wrong with my tendons and nerves all he says is "you'll have to live with it". To bad he doesn't know how stubborn I am, I will get this pain under control and my hands back to normal. I have another appointment to go to but the doctor already told me that he wants to operate after whatever the neurologists says. If the doctor operates there will be no guarantee if it'll work or not, he also said it would get worse. I don't know about you but I don't want to take that chance right now I may be in pain, I have tremors, swelling, some days I can't use my hands but there are some days I can use them even if it's for just a little bit. So we will see what will unravel with that problem.
        Well an update about my next book, I have big time writer's block, which means it's been a couple of months since I was was able to write. for some reason I haven't been able to think about the next chapter of my upcoming book, eventually I figure the less I stare at the screen the more ideas will come. So far I have had a few ideas but not enough.
         This month October is the anniversary of two family members that have sadly passed away, it's been quite a while but they are still in our hearts and memory. October 16 is the anniversary of Aunt Francis, October 19 is the anniversary of my godmother/cousin Rachel. Both were wonderful, loving women and we are lucky that they are looking down on us from heaven.
          I will try not to take so long for my next blog. Hope all the readers out there haven't forgotten about me yet. Until the next time.