Thinking yet Again...

I talked to my grandmother today and she started telling me about my brother and it had me start to think. I don't talk to my brother and sometimes its sad when I see siblings getting along going out and saying that their best friend is that brother or sister. My brother and I can't even be in the same place alone for too long we end up arguing or just straight out fighting. I'm not saying that I am perfect because I am not what I am saying is that it is too bad that my brother and I don't get along like we used to. I can also say that I have a few cousins I also don't get along with like before, they just all took a different route of life then I did. I have to admit that I refuse to change or dumb it down just to be able to get along with them again. I don't know if this is right or wrong but I just needed to let it out, since there really isn't anyone I can express myself to about this. I don't expect any answers I just want to let this go into the wind and see what life brings me. May all be good with you....